Ouwkay..

This year is a really tough year for me. a lot of stuff happened and a lot are unpredictable. well, I learned some of the tricks. so, now I know that life ain’t easy task. Whenever I fall, I gotta try to get up. Whenever I cry, I gotta try to be happy. Whenever I’m hurt, I gotta try to unleash the pain. I gotta be stronger, each and everyday. I know, there will be more than this, that I must face. Cry will not solve anything, but it helps to calm myself. Singing, playing piano, and dancing helps too. But, cry is the best friend of mine in crazy situations. I dun need people to pity me. I need my friends to support me to go through everthing, everyday, in my life. I’m very grateful to have my friends and family. I love them with all my heart.

So. 6 days til new year. 6 days til new me. 6 days of process. No more of pastur etc. I will let go of this feeling. Everything. This is how life goes. We choose what we want to be. We have a choice. We are the one who decide. I decide to be happy. I decide not to keep myself down. I decide to be strong. I decide for my future. The future that me and my loved ones would want to see.