i wAnT tO..

Feel xo tired today coz lack of sleep.. tired after doing house chores.. a lot. I have like about 1 hour nap. It’s a good nap though..

there was a blackout for about half-an-hour.

I’ve been sms-ing sith my best friend as usual this whole day.. talking about stuff, and joking around, gossiping. It was so funny.. I laughed a lot. Haha.. about pastur. We’re crazy when the “nuts” mode is on.

Anyway, the pictures made me realize that this is just a game. Actually, I love playing games, but I’m tired of it already. No more. I dun really care anymore. I just have to go through this. I know I can. I just have to keep motivating myself to. I dun wanna fall again. My mom was asking me about how things going & she reminded me about those stuff. My best friend was reminding me too. I must remember that. I must do that. I must keep going on. I dun wanna disappoint them. I love them.

I know words are just words. Nothing more can proof the truth of it other than actions. Music is just music. Song is just a song. Lyrics are just words. They are all the same. The one thing that makes it different is expression. And this expression is the one inside our hearts. Which will be transferred to the brain and say what our heart say. and my heart say, I wanna be happy. So I will.