Monday, November 26, 2007

juz tryin' my bez to live dis life

I juz want everything to be ok. tired of those things already. i dun wanna get hurt again. it's enough. I juz wanna be happy. no more crying like crazy. no more crazy insomnia. no more. I wanna smile happily. I wanna shine to the world.
maybe you think I'm stupid. maybe you think i'm juz a lil girl. but i'm not. i'm trying to be mature here, by not accepting your calls. by not replying your message. but, it doesn't mean i hate u. I hate the way you treat me like shits. I do. But now, i gotta face it. I accept that you treat me like shit. it happened already. you can't change the past.
maybe you dun understand a word i'm sayin' coz u r so blinded with ur pride. u dun hav any sympathy or empathy towards people. no altruism at all. u are a mean guy, u noe dat? well, i guess u will understand wad i feel in the future. when the time comes. dunno when. maybe 5 years later.

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