Thursday, February 7, 2008

NonStop!!!

haven't sleep today. last night slept at 4.45 am, woke up at 7.45 am, took shower, went to campus. got home at 1.30 pm. cleaned up the glasses of the windows at the second floor, then cleaned up the tables of the deities until about 5.45 pm. I almost fainted, but I still can manage that time. I just drank water after that. then I swept the floor in the praying room, then did mommy a favor of looking after the repair man in her room, then i mopped the floor in the praying room. my lil bro wanted fried rice for dinner, so i cooked him one. after that, i continued my tasks. i swept the floor in my mom's room, then i took quick shower coz mommy asked me to go out with her to have some meal. I think it's about 9 pm already. I got home at about 10.30 pm. then i continued my tasks. i swept and mopped the second floor, the laundry room. then i do the laundry, after that, iron the clothes. i think it's already about 3.20 am. so, here i am now, in front of my laptop. sleepy.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Tired

So tired today, coz lack of sleep.. slept at 4.40 am n woke up at 8.20 am, then off to campus til 4.30 pm, then directly do assignments til now.. need sleep!!!

haven't do all of my tasks, still a lot.. haiyah.. wish i could have more time n energy.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007


What you think about this?

I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow

What you think about this?

I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so

Don't tell me how its gonna be

On my own

And the thing of it is

There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss

Cause you're holding me down

I just wanna fly

There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye

To the life that you see me in

Here's where I begin

And I promise myself

I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free

And I promise myself

Even though it don't always come easy

Gonna learn from my pain

Never explain

Do it my way, that's what I say

Promise myself

I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head

Telling me come on, come on, move on

There's a voice in my head

Telling me I know my right from wrong

They say what doesn't kill you can

Make you strong

Now I know what it means

You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams

I'll be making mistakes

Comin up at a loss

I'll be tumbling down

But Like MC shake it off

I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss

Of me, myself, and I

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will)

I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will)

So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly

and the time has come and gotta say goodbye

To the life that you see me in

Here's where I begin



I'm over your lies

And I'm over your games.

I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not ok

You call me at night,

And I pick up the phone

And though you've been telling me, I know you're not aloneAnd that's why your eyes,

I'm over it.

Your smile,

I'm over it.

Realized

I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over.

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain't no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips

Because I'm so over, I'm so over

I'm so…

Moving on, and it's my time.

You never were a friend of fine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I'm so over,

So over it

I'm over your hands

And I'm over your mouth.

Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

and that's why your world

I'm over it.

So sure,

I'm over it.

I'm not your girl

I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over.

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain't no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips

Because I'm so over, I'm so over

I'm so…

Moving on, and it's my time.

You never were a friend of fine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I'm so over,

So over it

I'm so over it

Don't call,

Don't come by.

Ain't no use

Don't ask me why.

You never change;

There'll be no more cryin'in the rain