Next To You

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

the one

I wish I could have a boyfriend like best friend.
the one who can understand me fully.
the one who will accompany me when i need him the most.
the one who listens to all of my stories.
the one who will make me happy always.
the one who can understand all of my routine schedule.
the one who respects me the most.
the one who accepts me the way I am.
the one who loves me truly.
the one who will cheer me up when I'm sad.
the one who will motivate me when I'm down.
the one who will support me in everything.

Possessionless

All the things that i've collected
Stones and Shells
Every word in every book
Upon my shelves
Only form a brief description of myself
But they don't define who i am
I don't think anything can, no

If i strip away the non-necessities
All the damage all the mess surrounding me
I don't crave what i have not
I don't need more than i've got
It's just me that i offer up

All i got is my body
And it's naked for you
All i got is this heart
That i'm willing to lose
I know in this life
I give it everything
All i got is this soul and
Its shedding its clothes
Do you see who i am now
Your standing this close
You know in these arms
You're feeling everything

I'm learning what to give
What to protect
To look into the mirror
Though i'm not perfect
It's still a work in progress
Hasn't finished yet
Wanna be transparent
See through
Not gonna hide me from you

All i got is my body
And it's naked for you
All i got is this heart
That i'm willing to lose
I know in this life
I give it everything
All i got is this soul and
Its shedding its clothes
Do you see who i am now
Your standing this close
You know in these arms
You're feeling everything

I'm completely undressed
But i couldn't care less
I'm standing here possessionless
It's the only true test
When the only thing left
Is a love thats possessionless
I don't crave what i have not
i don't need more than i've got
It's just me that i offer up

All i got is my body
And it's naked for you
All i got is this heart
That i'm willing to lose
I know in this life
I give it everything
All i got is this soul and
Its shedding its clothes
Do you see who i am now
Your standing this close
You know in these arms
You're feeling everything

NonStop!!!

haven't sleep today. last night slept at 4.45 am, woke up at 7.45 am, took shower, went to campus. got home at 1.30 pm. cleaned up the glasses of the windows at the second floor, then cleaned up the tables of the deities until about 5.45 pm. I almost fainted, but I still can manage that time. I just drank water after that. then I swept the floor in the praying room, then did mommy a favor of looking after the repair man in her room, then i mopped the floor in the praying room. my lil bro wanted fried rice for dinner, so i cooked him one. after that, i continued my tasks. i swept the floor in my mom's room, then i took quick shower coz mommy asked me to go out with her to have some meal. I think it's about 9 pm already. I got home at about 10.30 pm. then i continued my tasks. i swept and mopped the second floor, the laundry room. then i do the laundry, after that, iron the clothes. i think it's already about 3.20 am. so, here i am now, in front of my laptop. sleepy.

Tired

So tired today, coz lack of sleep.. slept at 4.40 am n woke up at 8.20 am, then off to campus til 4.30 pm, then directly do assignments til now.. need sleep!!!

haven't do all of my tasks, still a lot.. haiyah.. wish i could have more time n energy.